love
i kissed you again
for I thought it made you smile
little did I know
you were laughing at my love.
i kissed you again
for I thought it made you smile
little did I know
you were laughing at my love.
I read the greatest works of czech literature in English
and watched Forman’s films ironically.
I met a lot of ordinary people
and few special ones who held my hand
when I was pissing on the street.
I had no money and never learnt my rights
too hungover for revolution, too alive for the poverty.
I watched the most horrible men ruin the world
and their sons wrecked my sister.
I lived my life according to Ginsbergs’s words
and never went to church
my last memory will be your smiling face
after you left my half- lived life.
School. It’s getting to me. I have no free time and I’m depressed (hey what’s new). So this is my very bad apology for the inactivity. I’ll probably start blogging on a regular schedule soon as soon as I figure out how to manage my time better. I hope your September is going better than mine is. I have to study for an anatomy exam. Take care xxx
The descending shadow of your trust
exposed my eyes to the reality
I was afraid to see.
I saw the light die
the moment I asked
your soul shifted under my hand
and the love was gone.
Forgotten,
I long for home
a place with you.
Before the harsh truth
of your disgust
killed my spirit.